wow... it seems like a decade ago since i last blogged.
i know, that's why i'm picking it up again. :P
now everyone knows i'm having my summer vacation now in Netherlands just for my bf.
i'll be here for 6 weeks fyi.
i know what you're gonna say, but NOOO~ it's not long at all.
Sun and I can only see each other twice a year. so whatever it is, it's unfair and no fun for us.
i'm having a great and splendid holiday here.
i'm really glad to meet his family and friends, and i'm enjoying my stay cause they're giving me the best hospitality ever! especially Sun. XD duh, he's my bf.
you guys can check all my photos in facebook, it's complete and pls do leave some comments.
but anyhow, we're like every couple... we fight, we make up.
well, yeah... i'm a spoil kid and i deserve a lesson. ~
!@#$%^&* u, sun...both of us came from different culture and background, though i think i'm open-minded,
but i'm still way more conservative than the Europeans, especially the most liberal nation on earth perhaps, the Dutch people.
there's still a lot of things that yet to be learned,
i'll see how far i can get......
i hope i'm capable to understand and adapt everything i see and learn but not compromise with it.
i wish i'm able to respect and not to judge things that are against my culture and my "moral values".
i wanted to be creative in ways and able to change my thoughts and opinions from time to time,
because you can't listen to everyone, and they're not always right... neither do i.
i live therefore i learn. i wanted to be good. that's it.
despite all my circumstances, i just wanna be good and do good.
it's kinda difficult and complicated for me. but well, it sounds easy at least. hehe.

meeehhhh, she's a narcissist. ;D
p.s/i hate that i still care bout someone,
when can i be free from my own confinements?
i blame it on summer. fuck u summer!~!@#$%^&*
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p.p.s/but i know there's more ppl who cares about me than i care bout them.
bwhhahahaha~ *evil laughs*
i just wanna be good and happy. X)
<3,
tung.